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I'm having a dilemma right now. I've got two problems and I'm not sure how of my solution. Quite frankly, I'm not looking for a solution yet. I'm too lazy.
I've become too lazy. I wonder what happened. It's like I'm confused what I'm supposed to do from here on. Gasp! Is this what they call my coming of age?!
update: Make that 3 problems. The hard disk of my server just shrunk and now I'm over at the limit. I need to transfer 500+ images manually.
update 2: Phew solved the problem. I've transferred about 500+ files and deleted some excess images. Now bring that back to two problems.
I now know what my problem is, I've been doing things half- hearted. To everything out there that concerns my interests -- say writing, drawing, blogging, cooking, music -- I've given them short of any decent work. I've given just half the effort and I've been careless.
A half- hearted entry is boring. It's garbage. It's not even worth my time writing it. But just for the sake of publishing something, bleah. Just thinking about doing it makes me puke.
I enjoy blogging because when I started blogging I meant to blog. Because I was meant to write something that is complete *at least, IMO*, I become focused. And when someone's focused, we end up with a job well done most likely.
I should be focused and writing with all my heart.
Performing with all my heart should only be my option. It happens when you don't achieve the best, who cares? The win is sweeter knowing that you achieved the best with the help of everything you got.
Doing everything at least hundred percent, huh?
That's the first step. Ow.
Now what's the second step?