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You know, I feel depressed. I really don't know what happened to me. I feel like I've burned out and I've missed everything that's going on around me. My life feels monotonous. Still I couldn't bring myself to make a change because I don't feel like it. Maybe I'm too depressed, I don't know. Probably bored. It doesn't feel right at all.
Somehow, I think that things won't be pretty this week. It's too pathetic to feel this way. I'm beginning to see that I couldn't fulfill any work that I've started. I'm stranded and I'm being left behind. I'm lousy this time and I don't feel the limelight like I should. I wonder why.
I've low spirit and I'm bothered as to what would become of me. I am fascinated of the people who know what they're doing and how they do it. It's like I've come to a stop where I have to choose without backing up. I've realized that maybe I am not that confident at all. I don't want to make many mistakes as well. Although, there's a guilt that I have to do move forward anyway and swallow all the negativity of what would follow.
So this is what feels like to become an adult. I am no longer looking to depend on my parents anymore. And the any burden that I am to answer wouldn't look for anyone but myself. My responsibilities keep adding. And I am paranoid as to what other people would expect me do. It's silly.
I pray that this week would turn out great. So great it would change my opinion of how I feel this day.