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Change. This is what I need right now. I don't really want to write, but writing helps me vent out my feelings. Writing also records my growth as an individual. And so forgive me if what you read wouldn't make sense, just move along. Change. Surely there exists something that we can call life changing. It varies from one person to another person and it's also hard to find. To be honest, I am decaying how I am right now. My life is getting stale, I'm getting bored, and I need a new perspective in life. I'm afraid that I may still be in my point of depression. Or it might be chronic depression.
The truth is, I just want to quit from my work. Or at least, get a vacation away from my job. I'm only thinking about how I'll be able to pay for my tuition fee. If there's an alternative, I'm taking it. Before, I've never considered of a student loan, but now it's on the second item on my list of alternatives. First is student services. Third is scholarship. I thought I'd be able to enjoy my spring, because I've decided not to take any course this term, but frankly I'm not enjoying it. My life has got to change. I still dread Mondays and I don't feel the weekends. Everyday feels the same. I'm paralyzed.
I have to know the reason why I'm feeling like crap.
It's Mothers day, everyone. Let your moms know that you love them. Just for one day, just for one moment, overcome your embarrassment or whatever obstacle preventing you to say that you love your mom. It's cool. Don't listen to anybody that tell you otherwise. Kiss your mom on the cheek. Massage her back. Give her a warm drink. Tell her 'I love you.' Bear in mind their sacrifice. Because while we're busy growing up, our mothers are growing old. Happy Mothers' Day, everyone!