enter fruitsblogsket, where blog meets fruits basket, one of my favorite anime titles. FruitsBlogsket is my personal fansite dedicated for Fruits Basket. You'll read my blog, find avatars, wallpapers, read the Sohma diaries, discover what Tohru and the Sohmas are doing and many more. Fruitsblogsket is an experimental fansite. Feel free to check the site.
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I have to admit that I feel a little bit depressed right now. First, my reading week is at its end. And second, it's hard to look at my Facebook feed right now. It's not like I'm happy for the person, when I really am. But it brings out those bitter memories more than the sweet ones. After the end of reading week, I'm looking at three days of busy-ness, because of a presentation for Wednesday. I don't know why I have this chronic sadness during this period of the year when I loathe on myself for lagging behind. I see my friends starting their families, when I'm still presenting slides in the classroom for a course. I also am having a difficult time this term with a particular course; I fear that I maybe failing it. I pray to God I would not. I sigh. It just goes to show perhaps that one week of break really wouldn't satisfy me right now when I look at this week. God, I still can't get over thinking of how much I may have wasted during that time. Was it really a waste? What does it mean? Like what is my consolation? I ponder at that saying and what its real worth. Because it really still hurt. I should probably go to sleep now before it snowballs into something big and pointless.