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I feel like I've lost my motivation to write that it's depressing. My mind's become insanely dry for the past month that I wasn't able to update my personal novels nor write a blog entry. It's embarrassing and I can only shake my head at myself. The procrastination, the fear, or the confusion has got to stop! This paralysis must stop!
I like writing, but since when did I become so exhausted that I wouldn't even have time to write something simple? My dry spell is too much that I've begun to think of scrapping everything altogether, which is totally unacceptable. Until now, there's nothing in my mind but this huge 'blah' that's giving me a headache. I don't want to stop and I really want to keep going. There's something worth about writing down those special moments in life. I find it priceless to laugh when I read about my past blunders, to learn about my mistakes, to feel warm about the goodness of life, to look back and realize how far I've come. It's worth the time recording this journey. It's one reason why I've started this whole thing.
Writing is not for everybody and it doesn't sound fun for everyone. As you can see, I'm having a really hard time writing a coherent entry right now. I feel like I'm putting together a jigsaw puzzle and find that I'm missing a few pieces; so I'd have to look around where they are. For example, I would have to write a paragraph, stop, write another paragraph, then stop, and add a sentence to my first paragraph, and write a third paragraph afterwards, I'm making a mess.
Just submitted my vacation to HR. I am disappointed to find out that I'm only allowed to take two weeks off. It's frustrating, because I've never taken a vacation ever since I started working in my firm; I'm on my fourth year with them. I guess I should be glad, because I still get a paid vacation. But two weeks isn't enough.
Work. I had five straight days off recently, because work was slowing down. But I didn't have fun. I wonder why. Maybe they weren't really days off or maybe I'm haunted by the lingering thought that I would have to come back to work. I'm starting to hate my job. Just when I start to shy away and leave eventually, they give me more responsibilities.
June already, yeah? I mean, we've finished half of 2012 already. I'm pretty dumbfounded as to where the time has gone. Time flies too fast. Pretty much, it's back to Christmas. But before Christmas, let's make the most of summer! Yeah. Summer's here!